how 'bout this?

nature

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 04:20:10 GMT

today, i saw a black bear on the way to reading,
and a few minutes ago, i saw a beaver in the library parking lot.

it's like the chronicles of narnia or something.

soon a large Jesus-like lion will be known within a 20 mile radius.

anyways, how is everyone?

:-)

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 01:38:38 GMT

dear annie
i read all your reports sealed private ( EYEBALL )
for streetlaw and history, cos i miss you and
wanna read words of ann. is that weird?

probally.
blahbalh gerlfriend
lets get together

<3.
-nina

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 21:13:52 GMT

it's been almost 7 months since i've written in this journal. it's been updated, but it's like 2 entries by nina (identity theif!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and a private one by me.
but otherwise, it's been awhile.
so how's everyone doing?

.. . .nina?

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 05:17:26 GMT

ANN TALKS TO HERSELF.
HI ANN.

have a good day

Thu, 04 Aug 2005 18:31:05 GMT

nina loves you.

we-ell now

Sun, 26 Jun 2005 19:16:29 GMT

You Belong in 1966

1966

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

my tummy hurts.

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 22:05:39 GMT

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Intellect	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Aggressiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Liveliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Dutifulness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%
Social Assertiveness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Abstractness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Introversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Anxiety	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Independence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Perfectionism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	38%
Tension	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	34%

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band whore

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 01:23:09 GMT

June14-Show in proctor high school cafeteria

not sure what time. but you should make sure you're there.

that being said, have an awesome day

pink panther

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 22:13:53 GMT

You are Jubilee!

Though you may be young and inexperienced, you have
great potential and will someday become an
admirable figure. For that to happen, though,
you must overcome your juvenile belief system
and adopt a more mature view on life.

Which X-Men character are you most like?
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movies anyone?

har

Fri, 27 May 2005 21:19:16 GMT

how's everyone doing?

Toby

Tue, 17 May 2005 21:33:42 GMT

read this if you care about humanity whatsoever.

So, I've come to a conclusion. Actually, i came to it in China, but never got around to posting it. It really disterbed me, and i lost some sleep over it. when i tell people about it now, it doesn't sound nearly as bad as it did when i got told about/saw it.

So, the kids that i went to China with and I are walking...i think we had just left the forbidden city/teinemen square. Many beggars. Many many beggers. I see this one, and i get a glimpse of him and think he had some horrible birth defect. so i didn't look at him (i was scared because i'm a cunt).

we cross the street blah blah blah, and we look back across the road (traffic was horrible) and we see that kid. we get a better look at him, and we thought he was mentally special, so we were considering crossing the road and helping him back across so he doesn't get hit by a car, but then we realized he seemed to know what he was doing.

he deftly crosses the road, and goes to where we are with another woman, who we're assuming was his mom. He kept coming really close to us, and kate (the only one who would actually look at him) realizes it's not a birth defect! It's burns. His face was litterally melted. his arms look like they're melted to his sides. I'm scared to look at him (thanks to my cunt-ness).

Since i try to look for the best in people, i was thinking, ok, he got in a fire, or some accident.

It was probably no accident. He's actually melted. like dropped-into-a-pot-of- burning-oil-when-he-was-a-baby melted.

Emily and Kate had both heard of it. It's not necessarily true in Toby's case (we decided that while giving him a name that isn't really his isn't the greatest, it's much better then referring to him as "the boy with the melted face" or "that kid". So his name is Toby, to us at least). but regardless of whether this actually happened to him, according to Kate, it still happens to people.

So, according to Kate, who explained the entire thing to me, there's this underground organization. the master or whatever of the beggars says which beggars can beg where. all the money they get begging goes into a big community pool, where it is distributed relatively equally to all the beggars. No one's left with absolutely nothing. However, sometimes they feel they're not getting enough money, so they need to create pity. Oh, look at this poor boy who was in a fire. well, we wasn't in a fire. but we'll make it look like he was.

Even if this wasn't true in Toby's case, it still happens. People get mutilations performed on them by these "masters". a bunch of people were missing arms too. but what we think happened to him (if not, it still happens regardless, this just kinda opened our eyes) was that he was born with a birth defect, so either the masters or his parents added to it over time. i wonder if that's all part of this system. but Toby was most likely mutilated so they could arouse pity in people so they'll give him more money. and that horribley disterbed me. telling it and reading it back to myself, it doesn't sound as bad as it did when i was told about it. maybe cause i saw it too. or maybe the way Kate told me about it.

what also disterbed me was my reaction. i treated this boy (who was prolly about my age) like a fucking monster. i didn't look at him. i was afraid of the way he looked and i was more concerned more about keeping him away from me then anything else. AND IT PROBABLY WASN'T HIS FAULT. i mean, it's still possible that he did get into some type of machanical accident, which is why i say probably too.

i wish i had smiled at him and said hello or something, anything nicer then what i did. i should have treated him like a human. he's a person. not a monster. so that's one reason why i'm writing about this now, so that when and if YOU ever see anyone in this situation, you'll not do what i did, you'll treat him like the person he is.

But the mutilations continue to be performed.
And people keep continue to be apathetic.
all because of this system we have, where money is a necessity.

i hate money. maybe not money itsself. i hate how the system we have relies so heavily on it. and i think that's the one thing i truely hate. the materialistic relyance. and how no one can really function without money. there has to be another way. how absence of a piece of paper can be the difference between food and starving, warmth or rain and snow, a "normal" face or a melted one. everyone's a person. and they should be treated like one.

i wish someone had taken a picture of him that i could post. just so you could see. it's so...

it makes all of this drama seem so dumb. so fucking dumb. so...ignorant, in a way. petty. but a more extreme word then petty.

it really should make you appreciate everything. even the little, tiny, seemingly negligable nano things.

thank God for Toby.

love everybody.

fuckin' humanitarion <3

Tue, 10 May 2005 03:15:07 GMT

Ann Horner Horner1
Mrs. Burke
Honors English 10
09 May 2005
The Bombing of Japan
At 8:15am on August 6, 1945 in Hiroshima, Japan, a horrible tragedy occurred. The United States of America had bombed the unsuspecting city. The blast itself and the related incidents killed about 140,000 people, many innocent, by December of that year. It injured and ruined the lives of many more. A few days later, the U.S. dropped another bomb in Japan; at Nagasaki. By the end of 1945, it is estimated that 70,000 people had been killed. Once again, there were many hurt survivors, whose injuries were not just physical.
How can this ever be justified? I will be the first to admit, Japan did horrible things during World War 2. The Japanese slaughtered the Chinese city of Nan king. However, how can we do something, in my opinion, equally as horrible, and say it was for the good of the world? I believe that there is always a peaceful solution to any problem. The bombs were an effective way to end the war, but I am completely positive that there could have been a way to fix everything without shedding innocent blood.
The killing of the innocent can never be justified. What the Nazis did and what the Japanese did in WW2 will never be justified in my head, but neither will the U.S. bombing of Japan. I believe war can always be avoided. There is always a peaceful solution; it’s just a matter of finding it.

Horner2
So many lives were terminated, and many more ripped apart in this horrible war. I agree that the Nazis needed to be stopped, as did the Japanese. However, the U.S. should not have killed so many innocent Japanese. The U.S. added so much to the already astronomical death toll of WW2. I believe that it is hypocrisy. The Japanese killed innocent lives, so we kill their country’s innocent lives in retaliation for their killing of innocent lives. It’s so unbelievably hypocritical to me. How can we be proud of this?
War is never justified. There’s always a peaceful and graceful way out of any situation; it’s a matter of being able to see it. I agree that it was essential that the Nazi and Japanese army be stopped. We should not have gone about it in such a contradicting manner. They killed innocent lives? We’ll kill their innocent lives, but they’re the horrible ones because they took innocent lives! How was the hypocrisy not spotted? After reading Hiroshima, we can at least begin to discover the horrors the Americans put the Japanese through. No person should have had to go through any of the horrors of WW2. From being hunted down by the Nazi army, to the “rape on Nanking”, to being forced to join the Nazi army, to watching your family get destroyed at a Concentration camp, to having the U.S. army blow up your city, the horrors are more than any person can possibly comprehend. And what the United States did to Japan is right on the list of these unspeakable horrors.

Some info obtained from http://mothra.rerf.or.jp/ENG/A-bomb/History/Damages.html

Vagina China (in a good way)

Mon, 02 May 2005 08:37:01 GMT

I'm home! I'm so glad. the last 2 weeks have been so amazing. well, life has been amazing, but the last 2 weeks have been..can't even think to describe it. I <3 China. and I <3 you. VT is so nice though. reletively unpolluted air. can drink right from the fossit, as well as brush your teeth withoutusing bottled water. and most of the ppl i love are here. and i <3 the toilets. and the food here. :-). I'm glad to be home, but i miss china mucho. that's ok.

jet lag. it's 4:33 am. but 4:33pm in china. guess what time schedual i'm on? haha.

made alot of friends

found out certain truth-toby(which i'll post later, I'm in too good of a mood to say that now)

Steve and Bryan stopped by around 11ish maybe. that was so sweet. I've missed them. Next on the list is trying to find Nina, during her school hours, call her down to the office to talk to her, and try to convince her to come over. fuck school tomorrow. heh. maybe i'll go at the end of the day.

But, to sum it all up- China=amazing.

have a great day!

sorry but...

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 13:03:45 GMT

your beautiful

-nina

always a wad of meat <3

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 17:00:02 GMT

You Are Meatwad

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awe. <3 nina and i fell asleep watching aqua teen last night...before that sin city with nina and hideki and stever and emalee and trevor and david which was amazingly awesome. was anyone else reminded of pulp fiction?

have a very lovely everyday

epiphany

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 00:04:46 GMT

i AM the real slim shady. "

yesssssssss

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 21:05:19 GMT

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afds

Sun, 20 Mar 2005 19:38:48 GMT

nina, please go onto my lj name and read the last entry (i set it as private) <3 <3

haaaarrrr

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:17:40 GMT

what the hell happened? eh. more drama. fuck it :-)

movies were funnnnn nina's was funnnnn nina having her liscence is funnnn life is funnnn your mom is funnnnn meeting was funnnnn seeing everyone (<3) was funnnnn everything's been funnnnnnnn

gloom bunnies practice today?

what now bi-atch

Fri, 18 Mar 2005 05:25:59 GMT

Looks like you're..50 Cent! You aren't scared of
pain, solitary confinement, cops, and even Lil'
Kim! Very brave and determined, everyone loves
you!

Which Rapper are you?
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wow i'm a looser. in poultney. <3

change of plans

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 21:53:59 GMT

ok, plans refined:movieplex 9. earlyer show. ok. most likely. i think some ppl are going. but then again, you never know. go anyways :-) please

movies

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 20:46:27 GMT

movies, westway, prolly late show.tonight. be there. you have been warned :-)

heyyy

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 20:55:38 GMT

hey! everyone should go to the movies tonight at 7. that's all. have a great day :-)

ahhhhhh

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 01:56:20 GMT

my mom just saw the backround to my journal...

showwwwwww

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 19:58:03 GMT

show tonight

st. dominic's church, proctor

7-10:30

(feb. 26, 05)

come with us and playyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy